Summary: "Show me this so-called greatness
of the power of love," Hibari ordered. "Fall in love with me."
Haru could only stupidly gawk at him. Just what the heck did she get herself
involved in? HaruxMultiple Pairings
My lack of KHR knowledge might make some things
untrue or some characters OOC and I guess I'll explain some stuff at the end of
the chapter, just so I won't spoil things! XD
I don't own Katekyo Hitman Reborn because if I
did, there would be a lot more Haru loving!
Please forgive any mistakes, both character-wise
and grammatically wise. lol, i still don't understand the beta system thing and
I don't really have time to re-read and edit things.
Chapter Eleven: Strong
HappyFace1886
A few weeks had passed since the breakdown
between what was happening between Haru and Hibari.
“Who would have thought that the friend that
needed your help would end up being him of all people,” Yamamoto commented with
a rueful smile as they walked down the pathway of the park. He scratched the
back of his head, looking up at the sky while Haru walked sullenly behind him.
“It’s all Haru’s fault...” she whispered.
Yamamoto paused. “Why do you think it’s your
fault?”
“B-Because H-Haru got in Ky-Hibari-san’s way
a-and caused trouble for him.” Oh gods, the tears were starting to come up
again. Haru quickly rubbed her eyes, trying to brush them away, only to feel
mortified when more seemed to pour out.
“It’s not your fault that you were kidnapped,”
Yamamoto tried to console. “Besides, there were several people who went after
you at once. No one could have gotten away so easily.”
“I-If I was strong like Yamamoto-san... like
Gokudera-san... a-and Tsuna-san... if H-Haru was strong...” she mumbled.
“T-Then this wouldn’t have happened.”
“Haru...”
“It’s true! Haru really is a burden!” she cried,
looking up at Yamamoto with tear-stained eyes. She could still hear Hibari’s
words in her mind, the scalding look of his eyes. “S-She’s always such an
e-easy target for p-people and o-only cause trouble...”
Yamamoto remained silent, allowing Haru to cry
for a few moments, her head bowed and her tears dripping onto the ground. It
wasn’t good to wallow in self-pity, but a part of him could feel that this was
important to her, that she had been very hurt by what Hibari had said. Maybe
she had been feeling this way for quite a while, but it hadn’t really
manifested outside until now.
He reached out to place a reassuring hand on her
shoulder when she abruptly looked up. To his surprise, there was a fiery gleam
in them. Haru clasped her hands over Yamamoto’s.
“Please Yamamoto-san, H-Haru will be asking much
from you but... please teach Haru to become stronger!”
“Like this?” Haru asked, angling the shinai in a
manner that made Yamamoto chuckle. Haru was definitely a determined girl, but
the path of the sword didn’t seem to be the one for her.
“If you hold it like that, it’ll be easy for
someone to knock it out of your grasp,” he explained and turned his shinai on
her, easily flicking hers out of her hands. He grinned when she stared at her
empty hands before growling.
“This is hopeless!” she grumbled, stomping
towards where her shinai landed. No matter how many times she practiced, no
matter how many times she learned, she just couldn’t get it right. Each time,
Yamamoto would point out her weaknesses and easily disarm her.
“Are you going to give up?”
“Never!” she yelled, holding the shinai before
her once more. Each time they practiced, Yamamoto would ask her this and every
single time, she would respond the same way.
There was no way she was going to give up.
She was going to become strong no matter what.
And she had somehow roped everyone else into
helping her.
“WHAT?!” Gokudera yelled, taking a step back
while Haru looked at him with imploring eyes. It had been several days since
that chaotic incident at the construction site and the first thing he hears
from her after not seeing her for so long was this bullshit? “You’ve gone
crazy... no wait, you’ve always been crazy. You’ve just gone crazier!”
“Please Gokudera-san, you have to help me!”
“Go away, stupid woman!” he yelled, trying to
storm off only to feel Haru grab onto the back of his jacket. “Let go! I’m not
getting involved with something as ridiculous as this.”
“B-But I need you!” she yelled and he froze, his
face flushing at her choice of words. Haru, on the other hand, was too stuck on
the fact that Gokudera wasn’t going to help to notice. Instead, she clung onto
his leather jacket tighter. “I want to grow stronger! You’re one of the
strongest people I know! Please help Haru!”
“O-Of course I’m strong!” he hollered, venting
out his embarrassment while being unable to look at Haru. He remained turned
away from her, suddenly unwilling to even meet her eyes. “And what do you mean
one of the strongest? After Decimo, I’m the strongest!”
“Yes, I know!” Haru nodded vigorously, not
caring that she was probably feeding his ego. It was true, though, that
Gokudera-san was strong. “So please help Haru get strong!”
“Damn straight! If I train you, you’ll get
stronger in no-wait just a damn second!” Gokudera yelled, but Haru was already
on her way to her next victim.... target. Her next target...
“Thank you Gokudera-san!” she waved and then
rushed towards Tsuna’s house.
And so, the training regime to get Haru stronger
had begun.
“Please Tsuna-san!” Haru yelled, chasing after
Tsuna who was trying to avoid Haru. “Even Gokudera-san says that you’re the
strongest! And Haru also knows that you’re the strongest! So please help Haru!”
“I-I can’t help you!” he yelped, nearly tripping
over a random root in the backyard of his home. “I’m not strong!”
“Don’t lie to Haru!” she yelled. “Haru has seen
all the things Tsuna-san has done!”
“I’m not lying!” Tsuna yelled desperately. He
didn’t think he’d be able to keep this up. While he was in Dying Will mode, it
was easy to move and he had more stamina. Without it, he was going to fall over
soon. In fact, Haru seemed to have more stamina than him and with the way she
was charging after him, he wouldn’t doubt that she was probably stronger than
him right now. “R-Reborn is the one to go to if you want training!”
“Reborn-chan is just a baby!” Haru began to
speed up, becoming angry and frustrated by how Tsuna-san was trying to get out
of this by putting the blame on an innocent child.
“I’m not lying! J-Just ask h-him!” he panted.
His legs, oh gods, his legs were burning so much! But if he stopped, who knows
what Haru would do to him! Besides, he didn’t even know where to start if he
was to teach her. He didn’t know much about fighting or anything! It was all
because of his Dying Will mode.
“TSUNA-SAN!”
“GAH!”
In the end, Tsuna-san had given in and agreed to
help. It was only after Reborn-chan tripped him and caused him to flip over in
midair before he crashed into the fence that Tsuna agreed. And much to Haru’s
delight, Reborn-chan had agreed to oversee the training. It was cute how
Reborn-chan wanted to help her even though he was just a baby.
Though in the end, the only person she didn’t
ask was Ryohei-san. She had had every intention of asking him, but had been
stopped by both Gokudera-san and Tsuna-san. According to them, because
Ryohei-san was older than her, he was busy with school and other works.
She was never aware, however, of how they had
prevented her from asking him because of how they feared that the burning
passion of the Sun Guardian would devour her completely.
In a way, Haru was grateful that she didn’t ask
Ryohei-san, but not because she didn’t need another teacher. It was because she
had too many teachers already. Every day, after school, she’d learn from
Tsuna-san and Gokudera-san. In the evenings, she would go to Yamamoto-san’s
place and learn from him.
All in all, her schedule was packed to the brim.
But it still made her sigh with how despite how
hard she trained, none of their methods seemed to work. She’d always make some
sort of mistake or they’d easily disarm her or put her in a vulnerable
position.
It was hard work and her muscles would always
ache... but she couldn’t give up. Haru refused to give up.
“One more time?” Yamamoto asked, eyeing the
shinai she held. They had practiced so many times that she was shaking a
little, but she still refused to give up. A part of him wanted her to rest, but
the determination in his eyes stopped him. Even if Haru was a girl, it didn’t
mean she was fragile or helpless.
Haru nodded. “One more time.”
She would grow stronger.
She would never become a burden again!
“There was a time when you were infected with
the sakura-kura virus... but despite being infected, you didn’t worry or even
try to get the cure. And that was because you knew it wasn’t a weakness. It
might hinder you, but it wouldn’t be enough to stop you. So tell me
Hibari-kun,” Reborn said with a sly grin, “what makes you think she is a
weakness as well?”
Hibari’s fist automatically snapped out and hit
the tree beside him. It shuddered and a great deal of leaves fell. Hiding
behind the tree was a minor and his friend who had been about to smoke. Seeing
the angered Prefect so close, the two immediately began to crawl on their hands
on knees, desperate to get away. The Prefect had gone crazy lately. If they
were caught, he would murder them.
How dare the baby patronize him?
Hibari may respect the baby’s strength and
intelligence, but that didn’t mean he would allow the baby to treat him in such
a manner.
He pulled his hand away from the tree and
ignored how blood was starting to drip from his knuckles. Instead, he clenched
his fists harder and walked through the park.
Though weeks may have passed, Reborn’s words
weighed heavily in Hibari’s mind. His previous terrorization of the thugs of
Namimori had ended a while ago, but if any did cross his path, he still gave
them a vicious beating.
A weakness...
It was true, when he had gotten the virus, he
hadn’t really been worried. A silly virus wouldn’t be enough to overpower him.
Whoever got in his way would be bitten dead, whether the cherry blossoms were
present or not.
But with her...
With her it was different...
Hibari gritted his teeth at how an image of
Haru’s smiling face appeared in his mind. Why did she appear? Why did he care?
It didn’t matter if she was crying! It shouldn’t matter if she had looked at
him with broken eyes, trying to contain her sobs after he had harshly rebuked
her.
It didn’t matter!
She was nothing but a nuisance!
The power of love, the power she had praised so
greatly... it was nothing but lies.
His hand unconsciously rose up and touched the
part of his coat that hid the inner pocket. The letter Haru had written him
when she had made the bento... he still hadn’t read it.
He shook his head angrily. What was he thinking?
Why was he even keeping that thing? He should have burned it the moment he had
realized that the damned thing was in his office. But no, he had stared at the
envelope before tucking it into his coat.
Shit.
It made him so angry to feel this power the girl
seemed to have over him. Never had he felt so chained before, so tied down to
something. Hibari had always been free to roam and do as he pleased, but now...
with this girl...
With this weak little herbivore...
He stopped in the middle of his walk and
narrowed his eyes at the tree that stood before him. The height of spring was
fading, but the tree still seemed to hold a majestic pristine appearance with
its large trunk and towering height.
A cherry blossom tree.
Even though the virus had been cured, Hibari
felt a chill go down his spine. And though it didn’t really mean much to him
that he felt such things around the tree, it pissed him off because it reminded
him too much of what the baby had said to him.
“You are not a weakness to me,” Hibari murmured,
glaring at the tree. “I have no weaknesses.”
The image of Haru’s slumbering face appeared in
his mind, when they had gone on that picnic and she had fallen asleep next to
him. He could still feel her warmth and the way she had turned to him for
comfort and safety.
That trust she had for him.
...and the fact that he had granted her the
ability to get so close to him without being bitten dead...
“She is not a weakness...” he murmured.
But then what was he so afraid of?
“Ky... Hibari-san?” a soft voice echoed within
the park.
The prison cell was bleak and dirty. In fact, it
didn’t seem like the police here was following protocol by making the cells at
least as clean as it was mandated by the law. That or they had thrown him into
the dirtiest cell possible due to how horrific his crimes were.
But it didn’t matter.
Hideo leaned against the cell wall, the cuffs
clinking together with the movement. He pressed his head back and looked at the
ceiling, a delighted grin on his face.
Did they think that he would stop there?
Did they think he was satisfied with just this?
No, there were more things that needed to be
done.
He wanted to see the Prefect break, to see the
proud strong back crumble into pieces.
Hideo raised his hand and touched his scar.
It throbbed so much.
It desired more than the Prefect’s blood.
Hideo’s smile grew. “All according to plan.”
Hibari froze, but didn’t dare turn around. And
exactly at the same time, unbridled anger erupted within him. What was he so
afraid of?
And yet, even as he berated himself internally,
he still couldn’t bring it upon himself to turn around.
“H-Hibari-san?” Haru called out quietly, seeing
the all too familiar back in front of her. She had cut through the park in
order to get home from Yamamoto-san’s place, but she had never imagined that
she’d run into Hibari-san here.
After all... they hadn’t seen each other once
despite all the time that had passed by between them.
Meanwhile, Hibari was near-growling at himself
at the pang he felt in his chest.
Hibari-san, eh?
No longer would he hear her stutter while trying
to say his first name.
It was fine. It was just fucking fine. He was
Hibari-san to her and she was just a mere herbivore in his eyes. She wasn’t
even worth naming.
Damn it, it royally pissed him at how confused
he was because of this stupid woman. In the past it had been easy for him to
decide everything. Anything and everything was beneath him and not worth his
time and effort. If it was something powerful, he would bite it dead, torn it
to shreds, and force it into submission. If it was something weak, he’d show it
is place, show how they were mere herbivores that belonged beneath his feet.
But this girl...
This damn girl!
“I-I’m sorry,” Haru stammered, clasping her
hands. Her heart was hammering inside of her and she wrung her hands together.
A part of her wanted to run away and avoid this situation, but she now
understood that running away solved nothing.
It was like how she ran away from Tsuna-san...
Sometimes Haru would wonder what would have
happened if she hadn’t been avoiding Tsuna-san... if everyone had known about
her situation about Hibari-san. Would her kidnapping have been avoided because
she had been hanging out with her friends? Would they have been able to stop
the kidnapping from happening? They were strong, after all, those thugs
wouldn’t have been able to handle them.
“I’m sorry,” she repeated and clenched her eyes
shut. This wasn’t how she had imagined their meeting would be like. Haru had
hoped that she would have become stronger by the time she saw him again. But
she was still so weak... so weak...
“Leave.”
That single cold word was harder to bear than a
glare from him.
“W-Wait,” she had to tell him. Haru had to let
him know that she was getting stronger, that she wasn’t going to be a burden to
anyone anymore. He... He may not care... but she had to at least
let him know! “I’m going to get stronger!”
In her desperation, Haru had screamed out the
words and they echoed throughout the park.
Her face flushed in embarrassment, but she took
a determined step forward.
“Haru will get stronger. She won’t be a burden
or anyone anymore.”
“You are weak.”
His words cut through her and though it hurt
that he wouldn’t give her a chance, it also added fuel to Haru’s resolve. “Haru
will get stronger... she... just wanted to tell you that...”
“It doesn’t matter to me what you do.” Hibari
replied coolly, still not turning away from the cherry blossom tree. He didn’t
want to look at her. He couldn’t look at her. If he looked at her right now, he
didn’t know what he’d do.
Haru bowed her head glumly. “I know... I know...
but I still wanted you to know... because in the end, Haru wasn’t able to show
Hibari-san the true power of love.” She raised her head and gave Hibari’s back
a cheerful smile. “But this time Haru will successful prove to him of the great
power of love.”
::tsuzuku::
damn hibari is so annoying here!!!!! and haru well...could you make it 808618 plss!!XD hahaha but this is great :) i was expecting it to be more romantiv but this is ok!!^^
ReplyDeleteAAA! I want to know What'll happened next!! Update please!!
ReplyDeleteHey Lady! Thrilled to see you updated, made my day:) Well Hibari was really mean to Haru at the end of this chapter, but it's not his fault, what happened is a new thing, he doesn't know how to react... Haru's training is pretty cool, I just hope it doesn't get to a point that Tsuna starts sending her on missions or something... I hate stories like that! Thanks for updating and I hope your feeling better!
ReplyDeleteoh my...i love angst...XDDD...update soon!!
ReplyDeleteYou updated! That means you're well already. The chapter was well-written, as always, though there were a few typos..and Hibari's an ass..sorry..just had to add :D
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I am sooooooo looking forward to reading more!! :D
ReplyDeleteI'm so excited about what's going to happen next... ;)
I was originally a 5986 fan... but, I switched to 1886 because I love Kyouya more and I thought he needed someone that would complement his traits well, or balance him. Haru's perfect with her loud and forceful personality!! <3
Besides, in the manga, Gokudera can have a romantic love comedy with Shittopi-chan!! LOL XD I just started getting addicted to KHR lately... and reading KHR fanfics~ Please update soon~ :)
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